Its been a weird couple of months... So much stuff has happened that I can't even begin to explain...
So its nearing Thanksgiving which means that its close to Christmas which means its close to New Years Eve which means its close to Valentines Day. Ugh, I love the holidays, its just that it sets you up for disappointment... You see commercials and hear songs about spending the holidays with someone special... But what happens when I don't have that someone special to spend the holidays with. I mean, I have family and friends who I spend it with but its different. I hate that this is what I long for... I hate that I want a relationship so badly that I get depressed around the holidays because of it. Why can't God just be enough for me? Why can't my family and friends just be enough for me? When will I learn that a male companion isn't going to make my life worth living? I don't know... Just venting.
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