So... I was supposed to hang with a good friend this afternoon and we made some plans. So when I called her to finalize the plans, she was at the mall with her "boyfriend" and rescheduled the plans she had with me to be with him. Now, I love this girl so much... shes a really really good friend, but I seriously felt like I was being replaced by a boyfriend. That sucks. Now, I want a boyfriend, but I don't want to forsake my friends to hang with him. I don't know, it just kinda bothered me that girls do that. I've been the brunt of that so many times and it hurts like crazy!!! I mean, when that relationship stops working, they turn to their friends, but if you push me to the back of your mind and screw me over, I won't be there. You can't forsake your friends for a relationship... a relationship needs to be built on friendship. I just hope that when I finally get in a relationship, we will have been friends first and will have a group of friends that we mutually know so that I can hang with him and with my friends... ugh...
Anywho, its been a restful weekend for me. I've been house/dogsitting for some good friends, so I've been basically alone all weekend. I like it. I cleaned the kitchen today and it felt like I owned the house. I'm now sitting on the couch, watching Star Wars and waiting for the dishes to be down washing. Ahh... its nice and peaceful. Not having to worry about anything, not having to hear my mom nagging me about my room (which isn't so bad right now) or fighting with my sister (who is still finding ways to bother me and I'm not even near her!!). Haha... well, I'm out, just wanted to post something!!!
Love always, Peace forever:
<3 LissieAnn <3
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