So, here I sit. Waiting to start a job that isn't all that exciting. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy working here. I guess I just have so many dreams that need to be fixed. For instance, what's truly stopping me from becoming a solo artist? Money? Time? What? I definitely don't have the money but you can record a CD with a small budget. I can always make time for my dreams... Nope... Here's what's stopping me... FEAR! I'm afraid to reach out and meet my goals. Ugh! I hate it! I have no confidence in myself or my talents and being a child of God I should have that confidence. He's given me these talents for a reason and I should use them to the best of my ability. I should actually use them! Its so frustresting when you watch American Idol and you KNOW that you are as good if not better then some of those making it to Hollywood. Ok, I'm done feeaking out. Its Friday so I'm in a good mood. And this weekend will be uneventful and stressless because the high school is going on their retreat tonight so its just me and my parents and I don't work this weekend except for babysitting the kid on Saturday! It should be a good night to do all of my laundry and clean my room and watch some movies and maybe even get my hair done and my nails done...hmm... I'm so ready! Haha! Well, I hope this Friday treats the two of you who read this blog well and ill catch up with you tommorrow!
Peace,
LissieAnn
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