I don't even know where to begin. After a great weekend, I find myself hiding away in the darkness of my room watching romantic movies. Ok, so I watched "Perfect Man" and "Sweeney Todd". But the point is, why is it that I allow the devil to bring me to such a low! Its so frustrating that I get like this. I can hear God telling me that before he uses me in a leadership position I need to change my life around! I know where to start I just can't seem to get there! Ugh!
Is it wrong for me to desire a relationship with an amazing Christian man who not only loves God but loves music and can treat me like a woman? I'm beginning to wonder if I'm going to ever have a man, a husband, a friendship on fire, a love of my life... Am I to be single for the rest of my life?
I know this isn't one of my brightest blogs but I guess I had to get that off my chest.
See you on the flip side!
Lissieann
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