hmmm

I guess its to be expected that after an amazing missions trip like Stubenville, getting back into the swing of things would be hard. I mean, there are certain things that are easy to get back into, but they aren't good. Like cursing, like being lazy, like being disrespectful... ugh... I want to be a different person, but its so hard when the people you are around at work do the very same thing! Its hard being a Christian in such a secular world, and its not anything new. The feeling like I'm a failure is sometimes so overwhelming. I don't want to be one of those Christians who sins because they know that God will forgive them. I want to be full of God's love and joy for a long time... I get so brought down by the world, I get so upset about the different crazy things that go on around me that its hard to concentrate on the things of God.

And what happens when you think yo'uve met your soul mate? Lol... I feel as if we've had this conversation before... lol... I mean honestly...

I might be getting a promotion at my job... HOLLA!!! YeaYea!!! lol... Definitly an answer to prayers... God is so amazing!!!!

I think I wanna be a part of Summer Staff for Youthworks next summer... I think its something I might be good at. I would love to spend a Summer just working for God and helping out local communities and neighborhoods. That would be amazing!!!

Well, I think I'm going to watch some TV...